Saturday, January 29, 2011

Would I . . .


Would I change my name just tonight?
Would I be insane would I put up a fight?

Would it matter somehow if you are in the next room or far away?
When I pick up the phone tonight I know I have nothing to say.

Will it just be another sunrise or another sunset as the day gets over,
Why do things keep getting close as you seem to move farther?

Why do some questions matter tonight and some really don’t.
I ask myself will I simply change, or I won’t?


Would I really change myself to find a friend in you?
If not someone I love, someone so true.

What do I have to prove, I seem to falter every time.
Why I haven’t stopped thinking about you, since the clock struck time.

Will I find an answer tonight to the questions I was to ask?
Or an answer to atleast one of them, will I find a chance.

Won’t I get to know how lonely it gets in the night?
When things may stay just where they are, but we move away from our sights.

Would you sit with me this night; will you help me sing my song?
I know we have no rhythm tonight, but a hope that we rhyme when we sing along.

In the beauty of tonight will I once stare at the glimpse you gave?
Would I really find my answers? in your memories that remain.


Friday, January 7, 2011

Just my imagination. .

Just my imagination, doesn't let me get lonely tonight.
In tonight I find no answer to my questions toni8,
My questions seem to die out without a fight.

Just a lonely sky no star to guide me home,
And all that made sense some ni8 seem but all gone.

Just tonight when the lights are out and I am off to sleep,
I wish u would sit right beside me, just in case I weep.


And if u are not listening tonight to my thoughts as I search what I feel,
I wonder if u feel the void as I seem to fade out unseen.

Just toni8 I want to hold u tight and open my heart to you,
I just wish you would find a reason, to open up so true.

Just this night I want to write till no end,
How I long to find my long lost friend.

Just this night let me never put down my pen,
I just don't want tonight to end.

Just this night let me wash off my stench from yesterday,
Let me just get thru this phase, get thru this day.

Just this day when I wake up sometime,
I wish it was all a dream &yet so close I call it mine.

Just this night I wish of excuses, which at least I may find true,
Anything that keeps you close to me and “me” close to "you".

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Fifteen minutes this year


Just these fifteen minutes let me forget everything ahead,
Just let my past be the last thought to put me to bed.

Just these fifteen minutes let me not have a conflict in my mind,
Let me simply let go of all the fights I have left behind.

Just these fifteen minutes let my words search for meaning tonight,
As I look for my soul and what I have become in my own sight.

Just these fifteen minutes let me not be guilty any more,
Let me be rid of all the burdens that I drag along, as I swim for shore

Just this fifteen minutes, let the smell, the taste of yesterday forever linger in my heart,
Just keep me moving on and reminding me when and where to start.

 
Just these fifteen minutes, let there be true meaning to unfold,
As I look back upon all that has been and all that remains untold.

Just these fifteen minutes let my regrets, my anguish find absolution,
Just this once, in my past let me find my bit of inspiration.

Just this once when I know the day is no longer here to remind me all that’s left behind,
Let me simply have hope in my heart, and believe tomorrow will bring a new sunshine

Just these fifteen minutes let me remember my rhythm my song,
And just this once let me find someone to sing along,just this once.

Just these fifteen minutes even if nothing changes ahead,
Let me keep moving on, and hoping there’s a different plan for me instead.

Just these fifteen minutes let me have faith, let me believe in wishes for real,
As I look in my past, in my good and bad times, let my path reveal

Just these fifteen minutes as I tread upon my lonely footsteps tonight,
Let me just find a reason in my heart, for which I knew I put up a fight

Just these fifteen minutes as the year comes to an end and the new one begins,
Let me let go; of what’s yesterday and hope to find what remains unseen