From mine to yours

To a silent heart from mine to yours,

To some changes what matters most & those that comes for sure,

May your heart grow like an evergreen tree,

Always beating so wild, always so free,

May the silent dreams & the silent tears,

Remind you of those who are so far away yet near

To some unsaid words from a paper to a pen,

Asking for some meaning, not knowing where it ends

To some broken lights that never light up my day,

Looking for the lost keys to my door, my lost ways,

To some dried off leaves that left the bare branched tree,

Meaning for every word that explains life & everything but “me”

To some empty plates and glasses that lie on my table still,

And my painting and my life with colours to fill,

To some lonely dusty corners, with time my endless race,

And the chilly winter wind like a gentle touch to my face,

To some empty drawers and my silent cries still,

And the times I can fly, when I can have my will,

To the walks, the footsteps and all that has meaning tonight,

And for all the things that have gone by that was worth putting up a fight.

To the things I know inside out, the things I know through,

And the things I have lost, and the things I have found in you.

Prelude....

For what I dream was never mine,
& yet that dream was all sublime,
For my friend I could loose my world,
I am but lost, so close yet I can't hold.
In times to come & go I am what I have become,
The silent truth & the silence inside never gone.

I dream of life when it is dawn and the night is away,
I dream of life when I know I have nothing to say.
I carry on, restless to be lost & to be found,
for what carries me on is long gone, I can hear nothing, not even a sound.
In the choices ahead I am waiting for what to say,
my dreams, my life and myself all the way.
If forever they were true to be,
How I wish my friend you could be you & I could be me.

I dream of being happy, no pain no sorrow,
But my dream keeps changing every tomorrow.
I dream of making something right,
and yet I could never put up a fight.
I dream my feelings are as truthful and true,
I dream I am me, and what I find in you.

Prelude 2........

For how my world changes I do not know,
I know without you my friend I have nowhere to do,
In believing what changes happens for good,
In listening to my life’s song I am still stuck at the prelude,
For the music, the song is all too true,
Its been me and my friend right beside me,

Even in the deepest darkest corners of my heart,
I know I will find this friend when I don’t know where to start,
In feelings so true, and words so faint I keep looking for something lost,
In moving on I may find a lot but not my lost friend,

For everyone else who lives with friendship more than a day,
And who wishes there was more to come, come all the way,
The truth, the time, the moments all lie still,
And an unpainted memory with colours to fill,

And for the silent knocks no longer heard,
I wish them success with all my heart,
And for what has changed was never meant to be,
In all my silence I still find my friendship, you and "me"

Like the....

Like the setting sun on a weary day,

Like the wrinkled leaf on a dry summer day,

Like the wind the ocean the morning dew,

Like the feeling that fills so few,

Like a silent story like a lost dream,

Like a unsaid page so complete yet torn

Like the silent melancholy of a lively day,

Like the last glimmer of sun fading away,

Like the shadows and corners of my heart,

Like my friend looking into it, never apart,

Like a old page in my diary still,

Like a warm sunshine when there’s a chill

Like the worn out solider like an unfinished letter,

I can't hope for things knowing they don't get any better,

Yet I hope for all that is lost yet mine,

I am not gone I will be like the morning sunshine,

For the warm hugs, the talks and all the matter,

I didn't even need one my friend to make it better,

And the good days, good byes and hugs are gone,

I still tell to myself I am what I have become,

And the silence inside never gone

I wonder....

I wonder if its a question about life that bother me more than the answers
I wonder if it is my decision or my choices that falter,
On a rainy day I cannot find my smile,
I feel like home even away from miles,
I keep walking along for destiny or for fate,
For what keeps me running doesn’t change,

For an old friend, a new friend or a friend to be,
I am always what I am; I am but “me”
In tomorrow’s dreams and hopes today
I tend to live my life the same way
In moving on I lose many shoulders,
For everything changes and the rest I must alter,

In my silent tears and warm handshakes no more,
I still find my friend, my world all over,
And for what has no more the time or need,
I still hold my thought and my friendship,

In distant times and on winter days
I find my life on a lost out place,
Trying hard for the meaning unknown,
I am what I am and what I have become
And the silence inside never gone.

Would you remember me.......

Would you remember me if I change today?
Would you find me different in every way?
Would you look for me if there is silence & nothing more?
Would you stand by my heart, would you knock on my door?

Would you empty your heart and not just your pockets still?
Would you take up a challenge or do you lack the will?
Would you be imperfect, improper and yet happy tonight?
Would you run like the wind, would you find me if I lose sight?

Would you look for an answer or turn away still?
Would you be just be a friend if no one else will?
Would you hear me out would you try to understand?
Would you live with my problems, are you willing to stand?

Would you dream, would you cry, would you smile again?
Would you simply be a friend even if you have nothing to gain?
Would you run along, would you take my side?
Would you trust me with the world and never put up a fight?

Would you grant me a reason to make you smile everyday?
Or would you let me lose out on things I have lost always.
Would you change, would you alter would you be me?
Would you be a day that changes your life and is just not seen?

Would you be a silent page, would you be the last rain drop?
Would you find a meaning, if you get time from your job?
Would you feel special even without me by you side?
Would you still promise to talk and always abide?

I would be all this, for my friend, my life,
Would it matter if I tell you not to change all the while?
Would you be a poem, a story or a page in my diary?
Would you be a shoulder when the day is all weary?

Would you rather choose the right over the wrong?
Or would you try again instead of giving up all along.
Would you run, would you breathe like the morning wind on my face?
Would you be startled if there's nothing left to change?

Would it be any different than what life is today?
Would you make it right? atleast try some day.
Would you simply remember me by?
Because I still don't know the perfect good bye.

Lost Like....

Lost, like the wind which leaves a cold night behind,

Lost like the fire that keeps burning, that is so subtle & sublime,

Lost like the etching on the sands of time my friend,

Lost like the river or a weary desert trail,

Lost like the flower only my scent remains,

Lost like the traveller my footprints never end,

Lost like the evening; hoping to stay unchanged,

Lost like much I know, I am simply lost again.

Lost like a wanted dream; like the back of a wish list,

Lost like a charm, like my sight in a mist,

Lost like a corner; like a dusty table top,

Lost like my friend; even without a doubt,

Lost like my silence like myself every day,

Yet I feel like losing nothing but myself all the way,

Lost like a friend, like a shoulder; less to come by,

Lost like the silent phone call thinking it will be you all the while,

Lost like a warm hug, like a guide, like a friend,

Lost like the feeling however; which I seem to never shake off till the end,

Lost like the books, where my empty book shelves lie,

Lost like no more letters; no more places to come by,

Lost like the cloud; like the morning breath today,

Lost like a child, like an old page, a leaf all the way.

Lost like an old friend, like a lunch box we couldn't share,

Lost like the warm hug, which when u need is never there.

Lost like the last letter, like the shadows in my room,

Are you looking or are you lost too?

It won't be me

It won’t be me on the other side,

No hope no friendship not even a friend to abide

It won't be me making the wrong right,

No worried scolding no "make it right" fight,

It won't be me with your wishes on my side every night,

No more complains or a worn out empty sight,

It won’t be me for the evening walks anymore,

No more silent ears and stories dying out on the shores,

It won't be when the phone rings again,

No more ears to the incomplete stories in vain,

It won't be me to ask for a shoulder any more,

No more asking where you would like to go,

It won't even matter someday if the day turns blue,

It won't be me and neither will it be you,

It won't be me when you turn your life's age,

No more known faces only memories which seem to age,

It won’t be me with tomorrow by my side anymore,

No more truth, only me and myself moving along all alone,

It won’t be me making the changes that matter most tonight,

No more making the right choices, no more wrong from the right,

It won’t be more singing songs all night long,

No more happy voices to carry you on,

It won’t be more and just another poem to write at the end,

No more turning around, no more shortcuts at life’s bends,

It won’t be me waiting to hear a sorry heart,

No more apologies, not even a sorry start,

It won't be me making sense all the time,

No more meaning, for those lost all the time,

It won't be me in the end of the day,

No more me dear friend, are you sure

I am not lost all the way?

Let today be of a different tomorrow

Let today be of a different tomorrow,

A place where my words are mine and not borrowed,

Let today be the difference I find in you,

Let tonight be more than just me and you,

Let today be like the rain washing away what remains,

Let today be of a faint smile not of pain.

Let today linger like the setting sun never gone,

Let today remind me of who I have become.

Let today be about a warm sunshine for your & my heart,

Let today be of dead ends when I don't want to start,

Let today be lost in the pages & stains of ink,

Or the memories of life that I know changes with a brink,

Let today be of a long distance call,

Let today be free from apologies & no one to take the fall,

Let today be of a different meaning, of a sense every day,

Let today be of the story that I may never be able to say,

Let today be of the dream that was too real to be true,

Let today not only be about me but how I find myself in you,

Let today be far from cold shoulder and handshakes so cold,

Let today be more than a friendship that is faded and old,

Let today be about an unborn tomorrow,

A place to live our lives with roads that aren’t narrow,

Let today be about all the misunderstanding the fear that lies deep within,

Let today be more than mere reflections but time to bring the changes we heed,

Let today be about friendship so beautiful and true in it’s from,

Let there we warmth in a relationship that have lost value on their own,

Sitting like old pages of the long written diary still,

Am I ready to turn the pages, do I have the will.

Let today be about broken promises, about words be fail to keep,

Let today be more than broken hearts that yearn for words to weep,

Let today be about faith, about hope that things can happen for a change tonight,

Let today be more than a day when just another day, a hope that you’ll give it a fight,

Let tonight be of a perfect sleep, so nightmares, no dreams to keep me awake,

Let tonight be of a silent heart, of the one that stopped beating long before it could start,

And for those who can still hear the faint beats still waiting to come,

I am what I am, what I find in you and what I have become.

I see the rain trickling down the window pane tonight,

I feel the warmth and the cold feeling as the setting sun looses my sight,

I hear the silent winds rushing through closed doors,

I hear the silent footsteps where no one walks any anymore,

I choose an empty meaning and an empty page to write,

I choose to find what’s wrong when everything seems right,

I believe in imperfection in being close to who I am,

I believe in loosing myself and yet finding in others who I have become,

I watch the passing time like a traveler on a long journey ahead,

I am still awake with my weary eyes no more do I find sleep on my bed,

I wait for long lost stories and a friend to tell them to,

I believe that things won’t change even though I find it in both me & you

I wake up in the hope of change that never seems to come,

I still believe in loosing myself and yet finding in others who I have become

I believe some things stay the same; I believe it will make sense someday,

I watch the rain on my window pane; I watch it washing so much away,

I realise the chapters to come ahead might be the unwritten untold truth bare,

I believe I will find my old friend and my true friendship so rare

I hope to start writing again, on my diary my heart I will start one day,

Fill the pages when my life going on a different path when it seems dismay,

I feel warm like the last hug I never had when I leave,

I remember my dreams, my hopes I never choose to believe,

I am like the fading shadow that merges in the darkness still hoping for daylight,

I feel so lost and for those who have let me be, I have even lost your sight,

I hear no phone calls, no letters to keep my by,

No friend so close that I can share my world with or even try,

I watch you walk by my weaknesses my silent day lies still,

I still don’t have a reason, just a friendship to fulfill,

It isn’t about time that will change the day,

Made me who I am and from whom I have gone away,

Forever lies my pages empty, I rest my pen my words in tonight’s kin,

I have lost so much and yet I keep hoping I might win.

Like a poem, like a book my chapter never ends,

I sit here by myself and with the warmth of a long lost friend.

I feel your last words echoing in my ears so sublime,

Like the last touch lost which was so close so mine.

I don't promise....

I don't promise bigger changes,
I just promise different ways,
I don't promise a timely hi or bye
I just promise if you are ready with you I can fly
I don't promise you'll notice when I leave,
I just promise for the big changes in your life I will be,
I don't promise a silent holding hand,
I just promise you'll not remember, time will fly just like sand,
I don't promise a hand and heart to hold,
I just promise when you are wrong I will scold,
I don't promise for you I will sing a song,
I just promise I will be there always to sing along,
I don't promise a long walk by the beach nor a silent sunset together,
I just promise you are felt, in my memories forever,
I don't promise a different page a different chapter,
I just promise that in the changes I can make, I will alter,
I don't promise a horizon and a golden sunset,
I just promise you'll find me when your eyes turn hazy and wet,
I don't promise that my mind will let me be,
I just promise I am happy the way you are, gentle and free,
I don't promise to be the change,the answer you are looking for,
I just promise to be the lost friend you might be looking for,
I don't promise if tomorrow I will come back,
I just promise I know I keep coming, there's a lot I lack,
I don't promise that my writing will be read by the world,
I just promise I'll keep writing,since you told me to give it a swirl,
I don't promise that I will percieve the truth tonight,
I just promise sometimes it won't matter if you are wrong or right,
I don't promise you are a good friend, a best friend or just a silent night,
I just know I never chose friendship, my friend yet I cannot lose your sight,
I don't promise a clear path everyday,
I just promise a lot of courage to move along all the way,
I don't promise a difference,a change that alters tomorrow,
I just promise more things to be happy and of lesser sorrow,
I don't promise I will be right or wrong tonight,
I just promise that for those that are right I will always put up a fight,
I don't promise I won't change with time,
I just promise for those who were close will always be mine.